m e l on
05 June 2011 @ 02:16 pm
You can watch me disappear  


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m e l on
24 November 2009 @ 10:49 am
 
If you tell him the truth, he'll understand. And you'll find a way through this maze together.
 
 
m e l on
10 October 2009 @ 09:46 pm
 
We always called and wished each other a good flight.

So tell me

what the FUCK is this?

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Current Mood: crushed
 
 
m e l on
13 September 2009 @ 07:08 pm
I dreamed a dream  
I had a dream where I wanted to have orange juice. I wanted to go into a shop to get it, it's just a block away from my house. I couldn't in the end, because I got stopped and attacked by pigs.

I find the dream highly metaphoric.
 
 
m e l on
10 September 2009 @ 11:51 pm
 
只是不甘心
 
 
m e l on
06 July 2009 @ 02:35 pm
 
I think there is definitely more I can do.

And I will start doing more today.

 
 
Current Mood: determined
 
 
m e l on
17 June 2009 @ 02:28 pm
Afraid to close their eyes, and miss you once again  
Do you know what it is?

Sometimes I can almost feel you, walking around in the house, burying your head in a pillow, flipping through the channels, appreciating the sunset. Everything, even though you are not here. Even though you are far from here. I just can feel you.

What I fear the most is this. One day I would be told that what I felt that morning was unreal. I was told some one or two hours, or one or two week ago, you had seized to exist, that you had been taken away.

That is what sucks, because I cannot honestly say that doesn't cross my mind a lot.
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Current Mood: pensive
 
 
m e l on
12 June 2009 @ 05:27 pm
You gave me heaven and you took it away  
Hope is so very last season.

I am such a joke. I am clay. I am a weed. I am every fucking thing but me.

Why must you think I am defined, processed when I simply am?

 
 
m e l on
11 June 2009 @ 02:31 pm
You think I'm joking but I am deadly serious  
This world is fucking crazy.
Next please.






Oh wait, I forgot, not up to me.
 
 
m e l on
10 June 2009 @ 06:20 pm
It was a "no"  
Dear Sanity, Heart and Life,

It's been nice to have you with me, but farewell.

Love, Me
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m e l on
10 June 2009 @ 02:26 pm
It doesn't have to be so decided, you've always wanted  
A lot of things are invisible to the eye. Faith is the only thing that keeps them going.

I'm not God, I am not saying that you must believe me and believe in me or else.

I just very much wish that you did, because it didn't come easily for me. And it did come because of you. I don't want anything, I simply need it.
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m e l on
08 June 2009 @ 02:19 pm
In this world  
There are great people, and there are horrible, horrible people.

I know which I want to be.